On finding meaning:
Today I decided I need to work on being less stubborn.
Long story short: I refused to do some free blood medical tests this morning only because I was not announced of having to do them this day and didn’t want to get a bit uncomfortable.
Now, it’s like what was I thinking? I was already there, I could do it, it would have been good to do it and I still refused just because.
The first image that enters my mind when I think of this behavior is of those stubborn, inflexible old people that end up unhappy all the time because they fail to adapt and integrate the new stuff that comes their way.
I definitely don’t want to end up like that. That’s not the me I know and like. So I set myself the goal to be more flexible when the situation benefits me in the end. Be more open to things and people. Added this in my bigger goal list on the Start Here page, together with the goal of limiting the amount of plastic and garbage in general that I use.
So now I have another thing in the small goals list for this month:
Here is the complete list of small goals again:
Loose 1 kg by the end of July
Finish reading Neale Donald Walsch’s Conversation with God no 3
Read Ender’s Game book 1
On better parenting: Nothing new here
On traveling: Nothing new here either